1st day raya

Smile..smile..
My auntie and me
2nd brother & 3rd brother Danial and Danish
Me and my 2nd bro ( danial)

in this picture me,my aunties,mum and leina hangat (use to be artist)

I lied..

No..I honestly didn't mean to
No..I don't regret that I came out clean and clarified things
No..I don't wanna be punished for telling you the truth
No..I didn't do anything bad behind ur back
No..I will never embarras u as your boyfriend
No..I don't want u to have doubts in me
No..I will never do it again because,
No..I don't ever EVER wanna lose you

Yes..It felt shitty having to keep u in the dark
Yes..I feel damn guilty about it
Yes..I am truly truly sorry
Yes..I shall do whatever it takes to make it up to u
Yes..I hope you've forgiven me
Yes..I promise to try my very best to be a good boyfriend
Yes..I assure u my words because,
Yes..I love you with all my heart

Be Thankful.. Farid

Today, i cried my heart out driving my way to work thinking how messed up my life is at the moment. just as i thought id be relieved of 3-quart of my burden by end of this month..another 1 and a half arisen! why oh why? car insurance-credit cards-bills bills bills..i should've known not to idly applied to get a taste of debts! itu lah..gatal namanye! orang kata jangan, degil!


No matter how much Im at debt or had deeply dug my own shithole, I still hav the people I love around me-to kiss me better n to turn to,I still hav the option of favourite restaurants to buka puasa in, I still hav my car to drive to work, still hav my comfy bed n pillow to slump in tonight, hav a job with a company which is generous enough to give occasional bonus to help me with my debts-despite self-proclaimed authorised colleague to share my workplace with (I can always see it all as a form of entertainment, kan?), no matter how much I'm owing the banks, I can still spare some money to burn for fun (ciggies!) =( ..and I can't help but wonder, after all that God has shown us of The Mighty's ability to take it all away within a blink of an eye..why do we still need to see more disasters n tragedy to be reminded that we shouldn't be questioning our luck and be thankful of what we have instead?

now i feel shitty for complaining too much, but at least-we can all learn from my mistake..kan?Let's say our Alhamdulillah and minimise as much on unnecessaries..

Ya Allah, please provide much help and shelter for the needy..jauhkan kami dari bala' n waba'..Amin

During Playtime @ Ghetto Heaven

Taken During Jam session Saturday Nite Fever..

Friday Nite @ Zouk

Zouk Mainroom Before Opening

Motorku Jammed..

looks horibble..with oil on it..huhhuhu..

My bikes almost done after repair...

My motorbike engine..it happen again..see how bad is it..

I gave my all for the last time

The first time I fell in love was long ago.
I didn't know how to give my love at all.
The next time I settled for what felt so close.
But without romance, you're never gonna fall.
After everything I've learned;
Now it's finally my turn.
This is the last time I'll fall... in love.
The first time we walked under that starry sky,
there was a moment when everything was clear.
I didn't need to ask or even wonder why, because each question is answered when your near.
and I'm wise enough to know when a miracle unfolds, this is the last time i'll fall in love.
Now don't hold back, just let me know.
Could I be moving much too fast or way too slow.
'Cause all of my life, I've waited for this day.
To find that once in a lifetime, this is it, I'll never be the same.
You'll never know what it's taken me to say these words.
And now that I've said them, they could never be enough.
As far as I can see, there's only you and only me.

This is the last time I'll fall in love.
Last time i'll fall in love.
The last time i'll fall... in love.

Kiss And Say Goodbye

Kiss and Say Goodbye

This has got to be the saddest day of my life
I called you here today for a bit of bad news
I won't be able to see you anymore
Because of my obligations, and the ties that you have
We've been meeting here everyday
And since this is our last day together
I wanna hold you just one more time
When you turn and walk away, don't look back
I wanna remember you just like this
Let's just kiss and say goodbye


I had to meet you here today
There's just so many things to say
Please don't stop me 'til I'm through
This is something I hate to do
We've been meeting here so long
I guess what we done, oh was wrong
Please darlin', don't you cry
Let's just kiss and say goodbye

Many months have passed us by
(I'm gonna miss you)
I'm gonna miss you, I can't lie
(I'm gonna miss you)
I've got ties, and so do you
I just think this is the thing to do
It's gonna hurt me, I can't lie
Maybe you'll meet, you'll meet another guy
Understand me, won't you try, try, try, try, try, try, try
Let's just kiss and say goodbye (Goodbye)

(I'm gonna miss you)
I'm gonna miss you, I can't lie
(I'm gonna miss you)
Understand me, won't you try
(I'm gonna miss you)
It's gonna hurt me, I can't lie
(I'm gonna miss you)
Take my hankerchief, wipe your eyes
(I'm gonna miss you)
Maybe you'll find, you'll find another guy
(I'm gonna miss you)
Let's kiss and say goodbye, pretty baby
(I'm gonna miss you)
Please, don't you cry
(I'm gonna miss you)
Understand me, won't you try
(I'm gonna miss you)
Let's just kiss
And say goodbye

Kena Tahan Ngan Polis daa..

16-julai 2008 - Brickfield 9.30 malam, aku pergi kuar sorang naik motor,dah la time tue ujan baru berenti,then ader plak mamat polis nie 2 orang tahan aku,aku pun berenti la motor aku,First dier mintak lesen and tanya aku duduk maner,pastu diorang cakap aku buat salah sebab ader radio kat motor aku,lgpun bukan aku pasang pun radio aku..

aku dah agak dah nie mesti polis bantuan nak cari duit makan lebih,cakap nak saman aku tapi dier mintak aku bayaar dier skang..hahahaha..dier ingat aku nie saper,aku tanya dier dari unit maner dier xboleh jawab..hahahaha..aku gelak jer dalam hati..

At last dier tanya aku ni saper aku pun ckapla aku dari unit PDRM,then muka dier berubah,dier pun bg lesen aku balik and suruh aku bukak radio tue..aku cakap yer je dengan muka selamba
-Endz-

..i`m regr3t cuz loving you!!

Im sitting here alone up in my room
And thinkin about the times we've been through
Im lookin at a picture in my hand
Tryin my best to understand
I really wanna know what we did wrong
with a love that felt so strong

If only u were here tonight
I know dat we could make it right

I dont know how to live without your love
I was born to make u happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
always and forever u and me
thats the way our life should be

i know i've been a fool since you've been gone
i'd better give it up and carry on
cause livin in a dream of you and me
is not the way my life should be

i don want to cry a tear for u
so forgive me if i do

I'd do anythin, i'd give u my world
i'd wait forever, to be your girl
just call out my name,
and i will be there
just to show you how much i care.......