:::On Drugs:::

Tajuk ala2 macam menagih dadah je kan? Well, i am. At least for this few days. Dengan demam yang ala2 on off ni, kena la rajin2 makan ubat. Macam-macam color plak tu. Ada color putih, ada yang hijau ada juga yang disolve bila masukkan dalam air.

To tell you the truth, bab2 ubat nih farid lagi suka kalau consume liquid. Hatta kelat macam mana sekali pun, rela. Sebabnya kalau yang tablet bila tiba2 dia pecah dalam mulut...Aiyooo! Kenot tahan wooo... Maybe masalah penerimaan mental je camtu kot. Walhal sama je.ekekekke..

ok back to the story,Ekceli this thing happens for the past two weeks,balik dari work, me dah rasa tak sedap badan. Seram2 sejuk jadinya. Bawa ke petang sikit, langit2 plak sakit. Dah mula bersin2.

Pegi keja pagi, menggigil kesejukan. Balik keje singgah ngeteh, tekak rasa payau2, pahit2. Minum soluble segelas. Balik rumah rasa ngantok sangat2. sms dengan dearest,terus tido ngan selimut double layer ngan comforter. Masih sejok.

Bangun pagi, dahi pun panas. Mandi, rasa lega. Telan lagi segelas soluble.Pergi breakfast, hingus jernih mula keluar. Mata berat lagi. Kepala cam nak senget. Tapi takper..

Apakah!?

but now rasa cam dah ok skit,semakin sehat rasa badan ni. Sebagai kesannya, mengidam rasa nak makan Nasi Ayam Hainan...err...Maggie Curry...ermm...Choc Stroberi Cake? Muahahah...apakah? Gilalah! Selera naik mendadak ni. Blame it on drugs. Muahahaha!

p/s : nak minum vitagen, antibodi saya lemah. Harap2 bukan demam 'itu' yang mengganggu.Thanks for all your prayer.

huhuhu..

arini mata sebelah kanan rasa sakit sgt..adeh..napew nie..if x ok jugak kena pegi jumpa doc nie,dah la minggu ini minggu sibuk,tambah lak banyak sangat yang difikirkan,perasaan yang tidak menentu..adeh..hopefully everything will go off.. minggu depan nak g celebrate birthday orang tersayang.hmmm..hopefully everything goes well..amin..

Chicken Macroni Vegetable Soup

Ni lah my dinner for tonite,Well today after coming back from work,kepala rasa pening2 then my aunty call suggest nak masak,so after talking on da phone we plan to cook soup,so inilah hasil nyer selama 40 minutes cook, i call it as Chicken Macroni Vegetable Soup. Ingredients dier senang jer : Chicken,Potatoes,Brocoli,Vegetables,Macroni and Kiub.So dump everything..dan inilah hasilnyer..

shasha picture

~im really sad~ :((

1 years 9 Month back ;
Don't even know why I still shed my tears down for her even it had been for awhile. Don't even know why I made a birthday card for her even deep down inside I know that she wouldn't care about it. Don't even know why I still can't get over her although 1 year had passed. Don't even know why I still care to asked about her everytime I call her. Don't even know why is it so hard to move on from her.


Few months back ;
Don't even know why i still called her whenever i feel sad or when I was on the hard time. Even she don't know have any idea why i call,her voice that can make smile and shut away my pain. Don't even know why is she only who can make me happy and really makes my day, don't even know why I feel miserable.


Present ;
Don't know why I still feel scared although I know she had done the very best of her for me, don't even know why I tend to hurt this feelings real bad while I had promise myself that I wanna make her happy, don't even know what to do anymore when everything's just messed up, and don't even know wether she would forgive me once again, or might not.


All i know is, no matter what happen, she will always remain in my heart, and when I say that I love and miss her so much, I really mean it from the bottom of my heart. I really wanna thank her for always making me happy and i wish we could be together once again. I loved her once, I love her now and I'll always gonna love her till my last breath.

~A Text From sumone~

Hey there peeps..its me again..i have a new story to share..actually thre is a story,its about my life and a girl i known,actually this girl i known from a good friend on mine,she`s working in kuala lumpur,at first we met things looks fine,we going out for several of time,but as u all know not every story ending with happiness rite..

ok here the story goes..at first we use to go out,things quite seem ok for me untill i was assign to seek for a new project,went outstation and so on,so as for me..really bz with all my werk,which i have to limit my spending time out with all my frenz and including her,i admit there was a silence from me for sumtime,so this is where the nightmare begin,she said that where have u gone without telling her,call or sms.actually is not that i trying to avoided her or sumting,honestly said all my frenz said that im dissapearing without telling, but i do let all my fren know where am i even not all of them know or seem to be bothered.ok back to the stories she said that she calls me and her calls was unattend or been answered.so she feels like she been left alone.i told her that i been bz,is not forgetting her or sumting.but lately we can say that we are not like lasttime which we can smile,chat,laugh..it turns into a fight which i really dont like and makes me feels very piss off sumtime.she keep telling me 'whats our status,whats my feeling to her??"so tell me peeps,should i answer that question after being spending time with her and told her what happen to me which really makes me scared to fall in love again..

she said that action speaks louder than words,yes i do agree and im sure u all with agree..so i did tell her..give me time and i really need a time to forget all those sad things which is still bothering till today..but what do u things if everytime she calls and asking the same question and quarell about this little things,answer me peeps...well at last i receive a text 'Sorry for everything,Xpe u xpayah jawab lg soalan bodoh i from me,its clearly u take me as a friend kan??I minta maaf..Jangan cari ****** lg pasni" and i was like kind of blur,what did i do wrong, i never said anything and i assume that was last text from her.so i only can say im sorry too,mybe things doesnt workout bettween us.

At last i wish her Happy Ramadan and Sorry for everything.
~GOD BLESS~

My New Girlfriend Application ( Ver.09 )

Girlfriend Application Form
Your Details
Name:
DOB:
Measurements:
Now say that in a language a guy understands:
Hair Length:
Hair Colour:
Body eg. athletic, slim:
Eye Colour:
Intro
Do we know eachother:
If not, why:
Are you attracted to me:
If not, why:
If so, what attracts you to me:
Do you consider yourself to be attractive or hot:
Are you a beautiful person inside and out:
Do you want a family of your own:
Are you highly sexual:
What would you do
if you saw me with another girl:
if you picked up my phone and saw msg's from other girls:
if my friend tried to get with you:
would you tell me:
if somebody I knew was seriously hurt:
if somebody close to me died:
if I told you that I quit my job:
if I told you I had to go to court:
if somebody told you they saw me dancing with a girl in a club:
What do you want
in a boyfriend:
in life:
in a career:
in a family:
in your relationship with your friends:
If's
If I were really sick what would you do:
If I needed you straight away would you come:
If the police asked you questions about me would you lie:
If I told you we need a break what would you say:
Do you's:
Do you think you would be a good girlfriend:
Do you think we would get along:
Did you like filling out this survey:
Girls Re-post this as the boyfriend application, changing all female stuff

Outing Session with all my little sister

mamam2 juga sambil fb..hehehe..
me and yeyen 2nd Sis
me.Loly,and BB (1st sis and 3rd sis)
Yeyen and BB (My both Lovely sis)

Yeyen yg lapar.. (2nd sis)

BB (3rd sis) yg paling happening..Muka gumbira dpat mkn..

Yeyen lagi..

Loly( gengster ni x padan dengan kecik)

MCD @ Bangsar

ok..here is it..ni la wajah2 my little sister..all of them jauh sgt2 stay in sabah,so once day all here..we dont miss out the chance to do outing together,here is several picture taken..waduh..waduh..abisi gue kena blanja diorang..but anyway its fun,skali skala spending on them..now all of them dah pun balik ke sabah..huhuhu..cedih..cedih..anyway as a big brother,wishing all of them study hard and smart..~Love u all~

Super duper sunday!!!!

Cd Bersama bola fink kaler nyew..

best frenz..Me,Aziah,Cd,Adah

me and CD

muke seorang champion yg cute :P

Aziah and Adah

~ hMMMM...Xtvt 4 dis time..Bowlink...Hukk3.. Orglain yg ajak orglain yg menang...hahahaha.. ~ HuHuHu...ReTi kew x kew hentam jew laaa kan..Nak katew terror sgt tuh xdew laa..tp strike ~ Padew yg gelak2 kan nih haaa gasak laaa mak ranking taw... ;p ~ Gelakkan laa lagik eh...kitew tgk sapew yg kenew..muahahaahahaa... ~ Have a great time with Adah - Yana - N CD....Luv Ya All.... =)) PeaCe !!